{"id":10,"date":"2003-09-12T14:31:52","date_gmt":"2003-09-12T19:31:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/journal.ragedied.com\/?p=7"},"modified":"2003-09-12T14:31:52","modified_gmt":"2003-09-12T19:31:52","slug":"optimism","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/2003\/09\/12\/optimism\/","title":{"rendered":"optimism"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It all comes crashing down around me<br \/>\nSpinning and twirling<br \/>\nFlipping and reeling<br \/>\nAnd I am at peace<br \/>\n<!--more--><br \/>\nThe comfort had created apathy<br \/>\nA slow death that chokes as it caresses<\/p>\n<p>I am elated by the possibilities the chaos offers<br \/>\nUncertain and boundariless<br \/>\nUnrestrained and free<br \/>\nAnd I am alive<\/p>\n<p>I am tired of living in shadows<br \/>\nHiding in the darkness<\/p>\n<p>The darkness, it\u2019s allure is in the hiding<br \/>\nThe clenched fist and judgemental eye<br \/>\nThe licking lip and weary pride<br \/>\nAnd I am set free<\/p>\n<p>The free fall does not allow for convention<br \/>\nShadow can not match the speed of my descend<\/p>\n<p>I fall into the light of Life<br \/>\nUp becomes Down<br \/>\nRight becomes wrong<br \/>\nAnd the scales fall from my eyes<\/p>\n<p>I am being lifted from the indifference of my definitions<br \/>\nInto the reality clearly seen<\/p>\n<p>Revelations comes with the morning<br \/>\nI conjecture and You create<br \/>\nI hypothesis and You heal<br \/>\nAnd I am made whole<\/p>\n<p>My Trust, my hope, my future is in You Jesus<br \/>\nNothing this world does can destroy me<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It all comes crashing down around me<br \/>\nSpinning and twirling<br \/>\nFlipping and reeling<br \/>\nAnd I am at peace<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[17],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s4pNDf-optimism","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}