{"id":166,"date":"2009-04-20T21:02:11","date_gmt":"2009-04-21T03:02:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.revivalprojects.com\/journal\/?p=166"},"modified":"2009-04-20T21:02:11","modified_gmt":"2009-04-21T03:02:11","slug":"i-am-not-who-i-want-to-be","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/2009\/04\/20\/i-am-not-who-i-want-to-be\/","title":{"rendered":"I am not who I want to be."},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote><p>This is your life, are you who you want to be? &#8211; Jon Foreman<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>It hit me tonight, I am not who I want to be and I am guessing that you are not either. That is not a bad thing really because all it means is that we are still being formed, by God, by the dreams he put in us&#8230; We are complete in Christ but still becoming.<\/p>\n<p>There is nothing broken here but there is change and if I can stop my mind racing for long enough I can see the beauty in knowing that I have not yet arrived.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>So on and on you go, the seconds tick the time out. There&#8217;s so much left to know, and I&#8217;m on the road to find out. &#8211; Cat Stevens<\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It hit me tonight, I am not who I want to be and I am guessing that you are not either.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-166","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4pNDf-2G","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/166","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=166"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/166\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=166"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=166"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=166"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}