{"id":53,"date":"2005-05-03T07:33:47","date_gmt":"2005-05-03T13:33:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/journal.ragedied.com\/?p=53"},"modified":"2005-05-03T07:33:47","modified_gmt":"2005-05-03T13:33:47","slug":"life-sucks-somtimes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/2005\/05\/03\/life-sucks-somtimes\/","title":{"rendered":"Life Sucks! &#8230;somtimes."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>What to say? My mom has cancer and she just had the big operation that was suppose to get rid of it. Unfortunately, life is not that simple &#8230;simple being relative at this point.<\/p>\n<p>The doctors are being compassionately pragmatic but are saying some very worrying things. They don&#8217;t speak in definitive terms but it seems that the form of cancer that my mom has is &#8220;aggressive&#8221; and needs to be treated aggressively.<\/p>\n<p>So it looks like chemo, radiation and a drug trial are all part of a future that will drag on for the better part of a year, maybe more. Even then, after it is all said and done it may not be enough. I am getting the feeling from talking to my mom that the odds may be against recovery.<\/p>\n<p>It is all so disturbing, I broke down for the first time last night. Dealing with the mortality of one&#8217;s parents is surprisingly difficult. Who thinks about these things before they have to? Who is prepared for these struggles?<\/p>\n<p>It really makes me hate sin. I keep on thinking that if it were not for sin there would be no death and if their were no death my mom wouldn&#8217;t have to go through what she is right now. Over simplistic, I know.<\/p>\n<p>I have no illusions about living a sin-free life from now foreword but I have become more aware of the cost sin has exacted from humanity through the suffering of my mom. It is a lesson I would rather not have to learn.<\/p>\n<p>Breast Cancer Resources:<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.breastcancer.org\/\">brestcancer.org<\/a><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.komen.org\/\">Susan G. Komen Breast Cancer Foundation<\/a><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.nationalbreastcancer.org\/\">National Breast Cancer Foundation<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>What to say? My mom has cancer and she just had the big operation that was suppose to get rid of it. Unfortunately, life is not that simple &#8230;simple being relative at this point. The doctors are being compassionately pragmatic but are saying some very worrying things. They don&#8217;t speak in definitive terms but it [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[15],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-53","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-life"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4pNDf-R","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=53"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=53"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=53"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=53"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}