{"id":98,"date":"2006-02-08T14:45:55","date_gmt":"2006-02-08T20:45:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/journal.ragedied.com\/?p=98"},"modified":"2006-02-08T14:45:55","modified_gmt":"2006-02-08T20:45:55","slug":"day-2-of-surprise-me-god","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/revivalprojects.com\/journal\/2006\/02\/08\/day-2-of-surprise-me-god\/","title":{"rendered":"Day 2 of surprise me God."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So this day starts like any other, i pray the prayer and go about my business but around i think that i got my first surprise. it&#8217;s uncertain so i will let you judge.<\/p>\n<p>i have this part-time gig pimpin&#8217; (read vendor marketing rep.) Kodak digital cameras. You make sure the product in the stores plan-o-gram (POG) are setup correctly, priced right, that point-of purchase (POP) marketing materials are up and that the store employees are trained on your product line.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/myemerginglife.blogspot.com\/\">Bryan<\/a> got me the hook-up over the holidays when they were doing this big push in the stores to demo the cameras, trying to increase sales. It was fun and the extra cash didn&#8217;t hurt either. It was suppose to end after the holidays but some hours opened up for a permanent part-time position so i thought &#8220;what the hey?&#8221;, extra cash doesn&#8217;t hurt.<\/p>\n<p>They had to figure out how to break up the region and what stores i would be assigned so i didn&#8217;t start repping until a couple weeks ago. That&#8217;s when i found out that i know absolutely nothing about how to be a vendor marketing rep. It took forever to figure out my schedule and the hours were all messed up. I was told that it would be 12 hours a week but that the actual work would take about 8 hours. but then i received my schedule and found that those 12 hours were the weekly average of a monthly total of 50 hours and 2\/3 of those hours would need to be done in the first 2 1\/2 weeks of the month. That adds up to 18-20 hours a week the first two weeks and next to nothing the last week of the month. Not what i signed up for and, man, those 12 hours were taking me 12 hours!<\/p>\n<p>Mix that with not being able to spend as much time with Heather as i would like, not being able to take more on at the church, not having time to visit with my mom and not having any me time and i guess you could say that i am a little frustrated. But, it&#8217;s not a good idea to throw in the towel on a new thing just because you&#8217;re thrown a few curve balls at the beginning so i decided to give it a month and see if things smoothed out.<\/p>\n<p>In the back of my head i don&#8217;t think i was too hopeful because when i received the call today that they would only be able to keep me until the end of March because the account is changing agencies, i felt relieved. The decision has been made for me and a weight has been wifted. Yay!<\/p>\n<p>So, is this a God surprise? Lots of people are going to loose their jobs, i mean their livelihoods, not just their extra cash jobs. That&#8217;s not too cool. But, i have been given a way out of this commitment that i am not too terribly excited about without feeling like a quitter.<\/p>\n<p>Here&#8217;s the main thing that i have come to grips with, if i can&#8217;t manage a parttime job now how am i going to manage school in the fall? And i have to get back to school, for good or ill, i feel compelled to go. If i explained why this post would become a book, so i will refain from explaining why i feel this way. It does give me a an idea to post about this topic in the future though.<br \/>\nThis gig has shown me that it ain&#8217;t easy managing all the stuff in life, stuff that would have to be managed well if i ever did go back to school, excel at the day job, have a relationship, be there for my mom, be there for my church  and maybe, just maybe, have a hobby or three and some time to read and relax. Well, this gig has shown me that i&#8217;m not particularly good at the whole time-management thing. Add that to problems with the whole money-management thing and the emotional-investment thing (i won&#8217;t go into either at this time) and i have too many issues on too many &#8216;thing&#8217; fronts to get anything done. Very frustrating.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe the God surprise is in making me confront these things about myself or in the steadily growing realization that i am going need some help with my &#8216;thing&#8217; fronts&#8230; oh joy.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So this day starts like any other, i pray the prayer and go about my business but around i think that i got my first surprise. it&#8217;s uncertain so i will let you judge. i have this part-time gig pimpin&#8217; (read vendor marketing rep.) Kodak digital cameras. 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