Sometimes you have to blow off steam. Life can get you wound up so tight, it can do that to me at any rate, that you loose perspective. I still feel frustrated today but not without hope and that amkes a difference.
I think there is too much focus on me in this “Surprise me God” thing. Continually looking for Him to do something special in my life, and being bummed when He doesn’t, is not what this is about. The miraculous is going on all around us, everyday, so i think tomorrow i am going to stop limiting the surprise to things that directly effect me and open myself up to the surprises that God is working in others and in His creation as a whole.